Dellor assures fans he\u2019s ok after hospitalization following Twitch ban Dellor, TwitchPopular Overwatch pro confirmed he had been in hospital over the past few days, after he was banned from Twitch for alleged \u2018self-harm\u2019 following a burst of rage during his October 1 stream that ended with him ripping his keyboard in half. \u201cI\u2019ve been in hospital the past few days with no internet or anything,\u201d Dellor revealed to his fans on Twitter, and confirmed he had now been discharged. \u201cI\u2019m out now, and I\u2019m going to be ok. I\u2019m sorry I couldn\u2019t let you guys know sooner.\u201d i’ve been in the hospital the past few days with no internet or anything. i’m out now and i’m going to be ok. i’m sorry i couldn’t let you guys know sooner. \u2014 dellor (@dellorlol) October 3, 2019 Dellor checked himself into the hospital and spent two days in the psych ward, he revealed in a recently released TwitLonger. He confirmed he had received \u201ctreatment, therapy, was diagnosed, and received medication\u201d during his stay. \u201cI am sorry I scared you all\u2026 I regret what I did,\u201d he said in the update to his fans on October 3. \u201cI love life and want to continue living and entertaining you guys. If you guys are suffering from mental health, PLEASE go get help. The two days I spent getting treatment has helped me tremendously. Don\u2019t be scared to get help.\u201d Read more: AngelsKimi apologizes for TwitchCon moment – His self-admittance came after he released a now-deleted tweet suggesting he didn\u2019t \u201cwant to continue living in this world anymore\u201d following several months of what he described as \u201cmental torture,\u201d which sparked concern across the community. The streamer made contact with his fans on his Discord channel after he was discharged from hospital, telling them he was about to take his \u201cfirst shower in three days,\u201d and revealing he had been \u201cchain-smoking since (he) got out.\u201d While Dellor did reveal that he had been \u201cdepressed for months\u201d before the October 1 ban, it appeared the streamer \u2014 who had built a community of more than 500,000 followers on Twitch according to TwitchTracker \u2014 took the punishment, which came on the same day the star was expecting the return of his partner subscriptions, particularly hard. He stressed that he had never self-harmed on-stream, and the breaking of his keyboards was simply damaging gaming equipment, something he had done \u201chundreds of times on stream.\u201d He also added that he made sure he would buy easy to break keyboards, knowing that he would regularly damage and break them, and said he would do it \u201cto entertain (his) fans.\u201d Read more: Amouranth hits major Twitch milestone – The streaming star also confirmed the rumors that his ban on Twitch was permanent, and that even if he was interested in returning to the Amazon-owned site \u2014 an unlikely choice considering he dubbed it \u201cabsolutely horrendous\u201d \u2014 he would no longer be able to. \u201cI\u2019ve heard back from Twitch and I am permanently banned. My spirit is crushed right now. I streamed for a decade on this platform. I\u2019ve been here from the beginning. I was banned and demonetized and still stayed loyal. I streamed for six months and the day I was going to get my sub button back, Twitch banned me permanently for \u201cself harm,\u201d he said. Soon after his message, a new Mixer channel branded with his profile picture and titled \u2018Dellor\u2019 appeared on Twitch\u2019s rival\u2019s site. There has been no official confirmation from Vaughn that this profile is owned by him or will be his new permanent home of streaming, however. Dellor has already had a number of informal offers in regards to site changes as well, including from YouTube\u2019s head of gaming Ryan \u2018Fwiz\u2019 Wyatt, and Tyler \u2018Ninja\u2018 Blevins, who suggested he follow in the Mixer star\u2019s footsteps in swapping to the Microsoft-owned site. While Dellor has built much of his community on Twitch, he also boasts 384,000 subscribers on YouTube, meaning he could channel more of his content creation efforts into that platform. Dellor ended his recent message by revealing he would be appealing Twitch\u2019s decision, and thanked his fans and the community for their support over the last few days: \u201cWith my entire soul I believe this ban was not fair. I am going to try to appeal the ban but I will let you all know what happens. I love you all and thank you all so much for the support.\u201d If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts, or know anyone that is, and you would like to talk to someone, please reach out and call the Suicide Prevention Helpline 1-800-273-8255 (USA), the Samaritans 116-123 (UK), or Lifeline\u2019s Suicide Hotline 13-11-14 (AUS).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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