Hololive star Mori Calliope explains how she overcame streaming \u201canxiety\u201d YouTube: Mori CalliopeMori Calliope might be one of Hololive\u2019s biggest names now \u2014 and has a very outgoing on-stream attitude \u2014 but the English VTuber wasn\u2019t always like this. She opened up to fans about the \u201canxiety\u201d she had when she started streaming, and how she overcame it. Mori Calliope is the beloved reaper of Hololive, having amassed a massive following since debuting in 2020. Her legion of \u201cdeadbeats\u201d \u2014 the name she\u2019s given to her fanbase \u2014 love everything she does from rapping on stream, to playing Jump King (with mixed results), and even cooking. However, it\u2019s this love from her community that has allowed her to come out of her shell since joining Hololive. In a candid speech during her Christmas stream, Calli explained how she said she would not have the same level of motivation to stream and create content if she didn\u2019t have her fans by her side. \u201cI really respect people who can stream to like 3 people at a time,\u201d she said. \u201cI imagine myself streaming without my deadbeats and I feel like I could still do it, but it\u2019s just the truth that you guys just give me purpose. I\u2019m not going to lie to you guys and say \u2018I could do it if absolutely no one was watching.\u2019 \u201cWhen I think about seeing you guys get so excited, envisioning your smiles, and seeing your hearts in the chat, it makes me want to work harder. That\u2019s the truth.\u201d Calli added her \u201cdeepest wish\u201d is to \u201ckeep having fun\u201d with her deadbeats on stream, no matter what that looks like. There is a good reason for it too: she feels like the support she gets, no matter what she does, gives her the freedom to stream what she wants. There\u2019s no obligation to stick onto one schedule \u2014 Calli can explore with her streams (which she does quite frequently) and just have fun creating content. \u201cI didn\u2019t really like streaming very much in the beginning to be completely honest. It made me feel anxious all the time and made me sad because I felt like I was failing all the time and I already had so many self-esteem issues,\u201d she admitted. The related segment begins at 3:20:15. \u201cBut you guys really helped make me feel better, and now I love streaming, and you guys encourage me to do what I love. Now I\u2019m just streaming games that I love and streaming content I like making.\u201d From her small beginnings, Calli has finally found confidence in herself, and a purpose to keep going live: \u201cI started off with a weird relationship with streaming, but now I love it. I want to do it more.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hololive star Mori Calliope explains how she overcame streaming \u201canxiety\u201d YouTube: Mori CalliopeMori Calliope might be one of Hololive\u2019s biggest names now \u2014 and has a very outgoing on-stream attitude \u2014 but the English VTuber wasn\u2019t always like this. She opened up to fans about the \u201canxiety\u201d she had when she started streaming, and how […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49694","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49694","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=49694"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49694\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=49694"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=49694"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dejan.au\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=49694"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}